Of eating tons of pasta and potatos is that starch + dairy gives me the WORST case of gas. I don't know what it is, but when those two combine in my stomach my stomach becomes an atomic bomb generator. >_<
I notice many people I know in real life [pre-blog] don't like to read my blog. I think it's partially because it's too much for them. Too much of me from the inside. Too much of the real random me. It's not that I'm much different. It's that I reveal more here than I ever would in real life. Angst actually shows here, whereas in real life I actually take pains to hide it.
Maybe I shouldn't hide it. But then they would probably read this and ask me about it. Probably better the way it is.
subject: Something Deep and Profound
time: 10:34 AM PST
dear friend,
I wish I could bring myself to say something deep and profound. Something to make people think. But right now? I'm so happy in my life and just wanting to enjoy it... Sometimes it feels good not to have to think. Sometimes I think too much, and it takes me down into a downward spiral of dispair. That's not good. Lately, though -- I haven't been thinking enough.
That, and the fact that I just bought a real, paper journal [why I switched to blog in the first place -- cuz I ran out of room in all my journals], I feel the need to pen things instead. Typing is lovely, but nothing really satisfies me like penning something onto some cute stationery. :) Go Tarepanda Journal power!!
So yeah. Life's been busy. That's an understatement. With finals/summer school over for the summer, I'm going to have lots more spare time now though. In the morning. ^_^ Hey, that's a good thing. That means I get to sleep and work on my brother's webpage. [nagnagnag]. Wo0T. But yeah. Now my schedule is way better, checks it.
Before:
6:30 AM - Wake up
7:20 AM - Leave for class
11:00 AM - Get back
Sleep/Pee/Read/Go Online
1:00 PM - Get ready for work
1:30 PM - Leave
2:00 PM - Start work
10:00 - End Work
10:30 - Chill w/ jason ^^; [my day's highlight!]
Now:
Wake up whenever
1:00 PM get ready for work
10:00 End work
10:30 Chill w/ Jason ^^ [ Still my day's highlight!]
subject: Blah. The Internet sucks sometimes.
time: 06:35 PM PST
dear friend,
tommasterdome (6:14:51 PM): how are you doing kim
Kim (6:15:03 PM): Doing quite well
Kim (6:15:06 PM): Who are you?
tommasterdome (6:15:20 PM): i am doing fine thanx
tommasterdome (6:15:50 PM): don't mind i ask where are you from
Kim (6:16:28 PM): I'm from San Jose
Kim (6:16:33 PM): And I didn't ask "How"
Kim (6:16:36 PM): I asked "Who"
tommasterdome (6:16:56 PM): why too far
tommasterdome (6:17:25 PM): i am about ask you going out with me tonight
Kim (6:18:18 PM): that's pretty damn scary
tommasterdome (6:19:39 PM): why you say that
Kim (6:19:45 PM): Because you dont know me
tommasterdome (6:19:50 PM): to have a date with me
Kim (6:19:52 PM): Yeah
Kim (6:19:55 PM): THat's gross
tommasterdome (6:19:57 PM): nothing wrong rite
Kim (6:20:04 PM): Of course its' wrong
Kim (6:20:18 PM): It's pretty desparate
Kim (6:20:22 PM): To try to date someone online
tommasterdome (6:20:22 PM): you a girl and i am a guy
Kim (6:20:30 PM): Without knowing something about them beforehand
Kim (6:20:35 PM): Great
Kim (6:20:46 PM): So are you saying just because we're of opposite sex
Kim (6:20:52 PM): We should go on dates?
tommasterdome (6:21:00 PM): like a friend is going out with
Kim (6:21:27 PM): If it was like a friend, then you wouldn't have mentioned the girl/guy issue.
Kim (6:21:35 PM): Plus
Kim (6:21:41 PM): I don't even meet women I don't know from the internet
tommasterdome (6:22:08 PM): tell me why
tommasterdome (6:22:19 PM): for going online
Kim (6:22:29 PM): So you're saying you would go out with someone who IMs you randomly asks you to go out with them with no regard as to who they are.You don't even know what they look like,their history, what kind of person they are
Kim (6:23:12 PM): You don't even know if they're male or female for sure
Kim (6:23:20 PM): You don't know their name for sure
Kim (6:23:27 PM): You've never actually spoken to them
Kim (6:23:32 PM): That's pretty desparate to me
tommasterdome (6:23:47 PM): i want to know more friend to me
Kim (6:23:53 PM): Still, you can find friends in other places than just IMing people randomly on the Internet and trying to take them out
Kim (6:24:23 PM): Why don't you try ... getting out,.. or something
Kim (6:25:09 PM): Are you so grotesquely ugly
tommasterdome (6:25:13 PM): some people on internet i know are nice
Kim (6:25:15 PM): THat if you approached someone in real life
Kim (6:25:25 PM): They wouldn't give you the time of day?
Kim (6:25:34 PM): Some people are also maniacs
Kim (6:25:37 PM): You should be careful
a VERY cute girl (6:25:55 PM): Aren't you afraid you'll meet someone who's mentally instable?
tommasterdome (6:26:26 PM): when i meet up
tommasterdome (6:26:31 PM): not by myself
tommasterdome (6:26:53 PM): so they don't know
tommasterdome (6:27:02 PM): how am i look like
Kim (6:27:09 PM): That's still hella scary
Kim (6:27:33 PM): WHy don't you stop talking to me
Kim (6:27:38 PM): ANd try to find someone else to go out with
tommasterdome (6:27:47 PM): hahahahah
Kim (6:27:55 PM): I find you disturbing
tommasterdome (6:28:19 PM): i just wondering
Kim (6:28:27 PM): Do you even speak English?
tommasterdome (6:28:27 PM): how can i go out with you
tommasterdome (6:28:33 PM): is so far
a VERY cute girl (6:28:46 PM): Whatever
a VERY cute girl (6:28:56 PM): Even if you lived 5 minutes away
a VERY cute girl (6:28:59 PM): I would never meet you, god that's fucking scary.
Was I too harsh? These things just hella freak me out.
Gotta thank these fine people... :) -- since I'm gone so much, there's so many things I wanna write, but these are the easiest. HOhoho.
hushed.org - pretty design. She had this gecko design that totally rocked my world once.. It was toite. =}
http://vacant.cc/bsb/ - Not quite sure what it's about... I thought it would be about BSB, but it has a girl on it. :) She linked Soyari too... He's funny. I like him. :) I like her.
Katie's right, I do have links coming out of the wazoo! But it's Ok... Cuz the only person I link about once a day is YOU! ^_~ WoOooOT... This reminds me of the time when Percy wanted to be the most linked blog on the web. Back when Blogger was tite. And had name search. Back when there was top 10 blogger. It's so ghettofied now. :( TOo many people and it gets ghettofied. Shouldn't it be the opposite? :D Oh well! Off topic! Katie kicks ask.
Sigh, I'm so tired, just from working yesterday. I don't know how I'm going to handle working AND going to summer school!... Shoot. I have a test tomorrow too. Too lazy right now to do the HW. Man, I'm going to fail again. :<
You're sooo welcome!! ^___^* I don't even know what to say! I'm so touched. :) Thank you thank you, you're the best!
[Er, to fill anyone in who doesn't want to click the link, she said 'thank you' to me for being a fun and inspiring blog.. :D YAY... Faye was my SDCCblog name. :)]
Roci linked me!! :D thankee!! You're such a sweetie!! I'll put you in my sidebar tonight! WOOHOOO! Someone actually reads my journal. ^_^* How exciting.
This girl is named Faye. I want to be named Faye! :) She also linked me. Thank you soO much! You're a great big sweetie. And she knows arjel too. Now we can talk shmack about Arjel together! Hohoho. Just kidding 'jel. Just kidding. ^_~
I find it strange that I'm working at a place that I would otherwise never set foot in. Am I really that desparate? Actually, I am. I have a $200 wishlist that I want to fulfill [plus some other things that I don't want as much as the others, but still be nice...]
Forever 21. There are three sizes there. Small. Extra small. And barely there. I swear to you I'm not lying. Their 'large' is big enough to fit me. 5'0, 98lbs. Of course, I don't wear crap that's so tight on me I can't breathe. But you know what I mean. Ugh.
The customers? Chicks I would never think of talking to. You know. Those ones that wear black clubbing pants, dye their hair yellow even though they're asian and give you dirty looks when you glance at their boyfriend. Of course, the only reason I was looking at their men was that I was wondering "What the hell is a guy doing in this store?"
Oh cool! Both San Jose, CA AND Jacksonville, FL are in the top ten for most popular cities to move to. :) It's all because me and Katie kick major major bootie. :)
Karen linked my button! And she said I was cute! I'm as cute as a button! Or the button is cute as a button! Or something. ^_^ Hahahaha, SOMETHING like that. :) Anyhow.... Thank you, ne? I like her page!
this guy linked to carbonated jazz. I haven't talked to the guy from carbonated jazz in forever. I almost forgot about him. many thank yous to this guy for reminding me. Without this guy, carbonatedjazz.com would have disappeared in the back of my mind. I feel nostalgic. :)
subject: Diary of a Heroin Addict
time: 06:39 PM PST
dear friend,
She picked up a notebook on the ground, and within was penned a diary of sorts. A diary of a heroin addict. It's really amazing, what this person has done. She has written down all 90 pages of the diary, even mimicing the colors that the writer used. So beautiful, so tragic. The end, especially, struck me.
And the same guy that knew Patrick [the naked dude], ALSO knows BRYCE CHU [of striped hat, the thing i mentioned earlier that had to do with the OTHER guy I met.... SOO FREAKING CRAZY.
Of course, not so suprising. Since Bryce gets around. ;) But yeah... 2 other people I know [completely unrelated] know Bryce, too. We should stop playing 6 degrees of Kevin Bacon and start playing 6 degrees of Bryce Chu!
subject: Six Degrees of Separation
time: 02:24 PM PST
dear friend,
Weird weird!!! This guy randomly wandered onto my page and he ends up being Patrick's roommate! So many coincidences... His page is really cute too. Go look go look :)
Speaking of degrees of separation, today I was walking around in the mall and decided to ask for an application at one of those phone places. The guy struck up conversation with me and [ SO WEIRD ] it turns out that he was in one of the striped hat videos I've seen. Fusion2001. HOhOhO!! HELLA WEIRD!... :) So yeah, he asked me for my # and SN. Wonder if I'll ever talk to him again.
Wow, that's awesome, this girl has been with her man for 3+ years!... That means they got together when she was like... 14-15? 0.0 When I was 14-15 I barely knew how to even talk to mens. ^_^* Hehehe but I guess that's what makes me tarded. =] She's real cute tho.
subject: Nothing worthwhile to say
time: 07:58 PM PST
dear friend,
I have absolutely nothing worthwhile to say, but for some reason I feel as if I have to post something. Instead of posting some bullshit that comes to the top of my head, I suppose I can talk about my lack of anything to say.
Girls like this drive me crazy to look at. :) They're just too pretty! Aish aish aish! I love her long hair. ;_; I wish I had patience to grow my hair like that. I cut mine like... all the time. HOhoHO.
Opane.com has a new layout! Kawaii. Oh yeah!! ^_^* If you want to make me feel good every morning, click my opane link [hohoho, thanks to all of you who do it every day]... I love waking up and knowing I'm that much closer to getting the cell phone chain that I'm drooling over! Many muahs I love you!
My Boot: She Hates My Futon
Quite possibly my new favourite book.^_^ It's HILARIOUS.. This got me laughing for like 5 minutes
"Motherfuck-bucket!" Whoops, sorry about that. At times like these when I'm under extreme duress or pain, weird nonsensical curses have a tendency to fly out of my mouth. I should really start keeping a list because sometimes they're kind of humorous. One time I stubbed my toe really good on the coffee table and "Pimp-fucking-whore-son-of-a-bitch-salami-sandwich!' was the first explanative out of my mouth. I don't have any idea what that means. But at the time it meant, 'God dammit that hurts!'
So what does 'Motherfuck-bucket' mean? I think it means, 'Ex-Girlfriends have an annoying tendency to show up at the absolute worst times.' You've put them in your past. You've filed them under 'Complete Psychos - Do not Revisit' in your filing cabinet. And yet here they are standing in the doorway of one of your favorite bars where you're meeting a date.
If I met this guy on the street and I wasn't already taken, I'd probably hit on this guy. It seems weird but I think that's the kind of guy that I'm initially attracted to. I like his eyebrows.
subject: Things are getting rediculous.
time: 12:01 PM PST
dear friend,
Haha... Let me refresh you on the story. About two days ago, I encountered a site that was a direct ripoff of mine. Thus, the first encounter on AsianAvenue. Let us call her Girl #1. So, after a scathing e-mail to Girl #1, I learn that Girl #1 did not make the page. Dundundun. The entrance of Girl #2.
So then, I just gave up.
But then, today I find this not single, not double, not triple, but quadruple posted on my post about the offensive biter:
ok u have the most stupid ass friends they go to my home girl's page and tell her she is biting off of you and the one who got the layout for her is ME biatch !!hahahahaha do you have a problem? i even took your old one to give to my other friend and i am glad you seem to have advertise her hahaahhahaha plus she ain't trying to do shit man! ahhaahah dumb ass i can just steal her a new one so she can post it on her page ...then you would have no right to say all that shit
Posted by Jay @ 07/16/2001 10:37 AM PST
So I'm like... Alright. Great. I have a crazypsychobitch copying all my crap who thinks that it matters if she steals it. WOoo... I think she has a screw loose. Well, I guess that's obvious since she can't even bite off my page correctly.
....... And I thought that was the end.... DUN DUN DUN.
But apparently not.
Girl #1 randomly e-mails me telling me about her problems with Girl #2. Apparently they hate each other. Apparently Girl #2 fucks old ass men and thinks she's all that. Great. NO REALLY. That's great.
I'm happy for all of you. I think I'm going to crawl back to my quiet non-chaotic but chaotic enough for me life now. Good bye Asian Avenue.
Just recently, I realized that one of my bigger pet peeves is when people get jealous of other's accomplishments -- or just let it get to them.
For me, when I see someone who's amazing, or awesome, I'm just like whoa, I want to be like them. I can't understand the 'forget them, they're talented, so what?' attitude. When I see someone who's talented, I don't forget them, because it makes me want to better myself. MORE>>>>>
^_^ Thanks to all these people who've been linking me --
bubblesung.com - Stephiee's page! Wooot! I haven't talked to her in more than a year! ;_; i'm so touched that she actually remembers me. GOOOO Stephanie... I didn't even know she as so good at design. ^_^; What a cutie. I wonder if she still lives in the bay. I can actually drive now.
Tru Silent Devils - I'm not quite sure who these people are, but YAY! They linked me.. Woot woot!! Thanks a ton!! ^___^;
Cp15xBayBbOi168 of Asian Avenue - Not sure who he is too.. But he linked me TWICE! Whoa.. haha.. Thanks man. ^^ He must feel cool, linking to madpimp.com.
Nonsensical - Andrew Pai! Oh my gosh, it's been a long time since I even thought of him. ;_; I wonder what his AIM is now. I hope he IMs me sometime. *SiGH* I miss the boy.
Imagine - I can't figure out who this is... But they linked me like they knew who I was, so YAY! ^_^;
MinwoO? - Wooot! One of my old KMH buddies from old times... It's great... ^_^ People are so sweet and remember lots. HohoHoo. I guess my domain has been around for like.. Forever.
Shinekomi - ^_^ She's been linking me for a long long long time. Thank you so much! You're awesome... :D
I notice that whenever I listen to songs, there is always a certain memory, or connection to some incident to go along with the song. Some are tied to incidents/people/memories are tied stronger to certain songs... Which, I suppose make them sweeter to listen to. Listening to them brings back not only memories, but a barrage of the senses, touch, sight, even smell... Songs that bring me such feelings and memories are...
subject: Another thing that annoys me
time: 11:06 AM PST
dear friend,
Is when people use Japanese as decorations without meanings. It's awesome when I go and I see some katakana that actually READS as something. Sometimes I sit there and try to figure out what they're trying to say and I give up. It's just. . . argh. Disgusting. Example? This Site.... The bottom reads...
to na se i su ha chi mi ka chi to ka ni ri pu
in katakana.
Now, if that MEANS something that I don't know. Please do tell me and I'll stand corrected. -.-* Maybe I'm picking on somene who doesn't deserve it... But goddamnit, I see so many of those [non meaningful katakanas+hiraganas] out there that Im going to go crazy. It doesn't annoy me as much when it's a kanji, because it's like having a random word float around... But having meaningless kana or gana is like... having "jaoieujoiurj3209u409fmndkajdjafjod" plastered all over your page.
Skillz my ass. After surfing the 'net, I'm getting more and more tired of people who slice up images blur them a little pile them on layers in PS and call it skillz. What is this crap. And then, to top it off, you have nothing insightful to say? Woo. It makes me want to barf.
You know what annoys me the most? Those people to take desktop images from places like cognitivedistortion.com and looroll.com and take the 3d designs and shit and make it a part of their webpage. FUCK! Make your own fucking 3D images or don't do it at all. We all know where you got it from you idiot. [who am I talking to?] It's the dumbest shit in the world. Especially those people who hate 'biters'... It's like, okay, you hate biters, but you ripped off somebody's images and you're saying that you think your shit is 'original'?? Give me a break! How can it be original to you when it's already original to someone else. -- Alright, I admit, a lot of times they edit the picture... But personally, I don't call removing the background and adding some lines, a ruler bar, some 45 degree arrows, tiny text and little itty bitty numbers all over the place is going to make that one image any more original.
I guess this is coming from someone who's been surfing the web for way too long in a 24 hour span. I think I'm going to go crazy if I see another person proclaiming their skills.
Im not saying that I don't do the same thing. Hell, on my page right now I have 2 anime characters that I fo' sheezy didn't draw. [Hoho. I drew 1 of 3... Isn't that good enough? ;) just playing] But I'm not proclaiming to the world that 'I got skillz'... I've seen those have got skillz. And you know what? They don't need to proclaim anything. Because their work speaks for itself.
Woohoo! I'm starting a review page for madpimp.com [purely a content issue hohoho], so I need your help! I want to review all sorts of things, but one of the things I'm going to feature are website reviews... SO! If you're reading this, and you want your site reviewed, please leave your URL in the comment section or E-mail me and tell me you want to be reviewed. :D woohoo!! Go me.
Things are still the same. The situation is still the same. I feel the same. Everything is the same. Yet not. It's all alien but familiar. The face, yes, I recognize it, but the look in the eyes are different. That voice, still the same timbre... The manner of speaking... So different. I feel the same, when I see that face, hear that voice. But then... Like the different after tastes of a cola... The after-effects of our encounters are different than they once were. I probably fucked up. I'm probably an idiot. But I don't care, because I'm naturally stupid. And things are simple for me that way.
Rubidragon11 (11:42:03 PM): HORNY?
a VERY cute girl (11:42:07 PM): no
Rubidragon11 (11:42:14 PM): to bad
Rubidragon11 (11:42:15 PM): lol
a VERY cute girl (11:42:25 PM): I would believe it if you spelled it correctly
Rubidragon11 (11:42:39 PM): what?
a VERY cute girl (11:43:18 PM): If you don't know what you spelled wrong
a VERY cute girl (11:43:24 PM): I don't want to talk to you.
Rubidragon11 (11:43:30 PM): horny
a VERY cute girl (11:43:40 PM): Wrong
a VERY cute girl (11:43:47 PM): Sorry. I don't talk to idiots.
a VERY cute girl (11:43:48 PM): See ya.
Sometimes I wish I were either devastatingly beautiful or devastatingly ugly. Life would be simpler. Or maybe, devastatingly stupid. Life would definately be more simple.
Arjel just called me and sang to me. It makes me feel good when someone sings to me. People should sing to me more often.
Almost hurts to think about it. So many things I don't understand. So many things I don't remember. Of late, I haven't the photographic memory that I was once blessed with.
I finally told him (straight up) how I felt. And then I felt stupid. And weak. My eyes watered and overfilled. I think I lost any hope I ever had that night. Probably my karma finally getting back to me. I wonder if I'll ever be self assured as I was last year again. After all that's happened -- I doubt it. I've changed into some insecure 100lb mass of carbon based life form. No longer presumed human. Just a big blob of insecurities.
And then I came back to the hotel to an empty room. Jason hadn't come back from the movie yet. My eyes still misbehaving, I felt like I was falling and nobody was there to catch me. And then I took a shower.
Jason held me when he came back. Made me feel special. Made me forget how stupid I'd been acting. I don't even remember falling asleep.
Woke up, dressed up as Faye, ^_^* got complimented by the front desk. Jason and I ate breakfast with Jason... Left. Worked with Anime pavillion. I felt real bad, working... The whole time I was thinking, man, should have just bought a badge so I could spend more time with Jason. Oh well. ^_^ We spent a lot of time together anyway, it kept me from boring him to death with my stupid antics.
Had to stand in a long ass line for masquerade tickets. That was great. They told me I had slim to none chances of getting any tickets because I was so far back in line. I proved them wrong! Ha.
Didn't get to do much but work. But it's okay, since it was fun. I was tired, though.
Bought some baggy socks. ^_^ That was the highlight of my day.
Woke up in Jason's arms. It was a distinctly sweet feeling, warm and safe. I've never actually slept with a guy before. I mean, really slept all through the night with someone. It felt nice - I could get used to it.
He bought me a tarepanda pillow size doll. :) I love it. Well, he spotted me the $. I'll pay him back. Eventually. Once I get a job. It's one of the cutest things I've ever seen in my life.
We watched 'Virgin Fleet', some DDR and then we left.
Our big plans to go eat thai food were destroyed by the fact that I can't give directions for my life. We ate Italian instead. I like italian.
The drive home was uneventful, the scenery the same. I slept a lot and enjoyed silence with Jason. I wish life could be like that always. Quiet peaceful nowhere to rush to.
subject: Summer Oldies but goodies -
time: 12:32 PM PST
dear friend,
Rhyme time. Tetrinet. XXXtris. Haikus. Crushing. Microphone fun. Boys. The Arcade. Boys. More Tetrinet. Comics. Books. Anime. Drama. Lots of Drama. Can't have summer without the drama. New friends. Changing AIM name because of too many freaks. More new friends. New friends who becoem freaks. Conventions. Staying up all night and sleeping all day. Meeting the perfect man. Becoming infatuated. More tetrinet. Summer work. Anime. Working. Money. Spending money on Sanrio stuff.
Gee, i know a lot of people going to UCI next year... Lets see if I can remember them all...
Nick
Patrick G
Noel
Chris Lee (Tech Chair!)
Kha
Patrick L
Angel
Chris C
Mike K
Tina N
Pooja
Lynda
Bao
Andy
Man, what a weekend, I laughed, I cried, I gave out my AIM. So much happened! I can't possibly write it all out now, my head is a mass of emotions and colours and events. I'll wait until I organize everything in my mind... ^^; And ThEN I'll write about it.
WOooT WOOT!! Leaving for AX today. Probably won't be posting for the weekend. If you're Katie, or somebody else who's tight, call my cell. =] And if you're in LA, I'll be working @ the Anime Pavilion booth in the dealer's room on Saturday.
well, fuck. most people don't care about grammar when they're in pain. fuck em all, katie. one day i'll build a time machine and i'll go back to last summer and never introduce you to him. fuck. that fucker. i cant believe i have to share a fucking college with him. i'm going to beat his ass. or get some huge pinoy man to do it for me. that fucker. him and his bitch ass friend.
subject: Scariest thing last night
time: 04:15 PM PST
dear friend,
Er.. oR this morning, for that matter... Around 5 AM, I got a phone call on my cell... I picked up... and all I got was heavy breathing... For like.. 2 minutes. I kept saying 'Hello? Hello?'... But all I heard was heavy breathing. OISH!! So scary.
I wonder who it is, and what the hell they're calling me for at freaking 5 AM. ;_; So scary! It was a restricted number too, so I couldn't call back or even figure out where they came from. ;_;
For some reason, i find it so cute when guys are worried about girls... ^_^*
Jerry (5:15:21 PM): i met this girl in my class
Jerry (5:15:23 PM): soooooooo sooooooooooo fine....
Jerry (5:15:25 PM): :-(
Kim (5:15:28 PM): awwww
Kim (5:15:31 PM): so why the sad face?
Jerry (5:15:39 PM): cuz i don't think i can get with her
Jerry (5:15:54 PM): just thinking about her makes me nervous as hell
Jerry (5:16:31 PM): i seuirosly don't kno how to talk to ppl when i'm nervous
Kim (5:16:44 PM): AWWWWW
Kim (5:16:48 PM): ^___^ You're so cue
Kim (5:16:53 PM): Well i'll tell you a secret
Kim (5:16:55 PM): I think you're hot
Kim (5:16:57 PM): and any girl
Jerry (5:16:58 PM): ok
Kim (5:17:01 PM): who wouldntbe flattered
Kim (5:17:05 PM): with you flirting iwth her
Kim (5:17:06 PM): is a moron
Kim (5:17:11 PM): so you shoul go for it
Jerry (5:17:22 PM): lol.. thanks.. alhtough you're prolly just saying it :P
subject: ^_^ My favorite site of the day
time: 11:46 AM PST
dear friend,
Not much more than a weblog, but this is still one of my all time favourite sites. His life is so simple and happy and full of... well, life.. Hehe. =} he's a very lively fellow. I met him at San Diego Comic Con... Ahhhh.. My pinoy phaze... Wait, I'm still not out of it. ^_^* D'oh.
(Or not so surprisingly) The guy right there and 'Patrick' from about a week are go [you know, the one who liked to take long carressing baths with men *out of context, that is*] are best friends... HMM. Strangely, they're also two of the most heterosexual guys I know. ^_^ Go figure
kim (8:29:53 PM): i wish i could od more ( at Anime Expo)
kim (8:30:01 PM): but my teacher drops you if you miss more tan 3 days
l.Pinoy (8:30:03 PM): oh ok i got yah
kim (8:30:11 PM): ;_;
l.Pinoy (8:30:41 PM): i hate those bitch teachers
kim (8:30:48 PM): yeah me too
kim (8:30:56 PM): He's sooo flaming gay though
kim (8:30:59 PM): i cant be mad at him for too long
l.Pinoy (8:31:54 PM): hahah ahhh gay guys can be really cute some times
p.s. everything here is taken out of context. ^_^* PiKu! But I think you know that already, right? :) otherwise it wouldn't be fuNNeee.
Just finished (sorta... still have a lot of pix i want to put up..) creating my picture gallery. ^^ (You can find it at the top of this page)... Aiyah... Who knew I had so many pictures! I must have made at least 150 gddamn thumbnails. So yeah. You better look at my pictures! -.- Or else it would have all been in vain. Hah! Nah, I know people will look at them... That's like, the only thing I do when I go on other people's webpages. ^_^*
subject: I thought this was a joke...
time: 01:20 PM PST
dear friend,
But no... This page is really serious. Especially if you look at the posts in the forum section. The people really do believe that white people are the superior race. It's sad.
Not to say that there aren't smart white people, but I know some really stupid white people, too. Shouldn't the world be ruled according to intelligence and talent as opposed to race?
Who cares if black people have good singers as long as the music is good, listen to it. Who cares if it's the asian people who are advancing technology, just use it. Who cares if your doctor is jewish, or your your best friend is white or that you're white or asian or black.
Asian people do the same thing. I don't understand it. Why hate or even feel superior just because you're a certain race? It's not like YOU did all of those deeds. Just people who look like you, or have your same skin tone, or came from the same roots as you. That doesn't mean that YOU'RE as good as they are.
If you're stupid, it won't matter in the end. Let the idiots of the world rot. I'm wishing for the day when there's one race.
Forum posting isn't like it used to be. Or at least, not in the forums that I used t go to. Perhaps there's a new generation of forums that I just don't know about yet. But yeah, as I was saying.... What happened to the days when everybody would post like mad. Post something in every single thread of 'their' forum. Ahh. Or when people would fight about which forum was better.. AsianX? Aforums? Awired? Personally, after a while, each one got too dull for me. :(
And then Asianx disappeared and Dachamber.net changed to aforums and the peopel from Awired became bigger and bigger political mongels. So I stopped. But now it seems like everything has slowed down a bit. No one really posts as much as they used to anymore. (Sometimes 100 a day). Well, I guess I shouldn't expect everything to stay the same, after a year. Especially when it's all the same people posting. Over... and Over.
I feel old. The people in those forums that have been there forever must feel the same way, too. Hah. We're fogies of the forum world.
subject: The word "Striking"...
time: 09:38 AM PST
dear friend,
This summer seems as if I'm meeting one of Jason's friends after another. It's been a great experience, I think, because each is really different in his own way. ^_^ Many, I wish I had met sooner. One moment, though, seems to be stuck in my mind. Or rather, I dreamed about it last night.
Two days ago I met his friend Andrew for the first time. He'd IMed me before, but no real life contact. One of the first things he said was "Wow... You are quite... striking." Striking? Whoa!... Nobody has ever said that about me before.
I guess it's one of those things. If someone said it to me again, it wouldn't affect me that much. But, I just felt shocked. I've never thought of myself as striking. I think 'decent'... 'sweaty'.... 'mediocre'... maybe even 'cute' ;). But never striking. I guess it just felt kinda good, even if he probably didn't mean it. ^_^;
Striking should be saved for those people that make you stop and go "Whoa!"... Like... Jennifer Lopez or Halle Berry (sp). Those are the people that come to mind when somebody says the word 'striking'.
Welp. Not my place to look for my own connotations of the word striking in somebody else's vocabulary. ^_^; I'm no Jennifer Lopez! Tee hee.
